Game episodes are back this week. This week’s episode will drop later in the evening, though. I may have a review from an upcoming movie. I don’t know yet what’s going to happen. My schedule for tomorrow is off a little bit from usual so, I’ll have to move around somethings. And now I’m going to get dark and morose for a moment.
My depression is wearing on me still and/or again. After two decades of chronic and severe depression I thought I had it pretty well clocked but this last year has been odd. Emotionally, I’ve been fairly balanced but it seems that my baseline has been lower than usual. And the lethargy has been physically painful. Really, the only typical component of all this has been the way in which I spend each and every waking moment drafting my note in my head over the last four hours, and three weeks before that. It’s been rough. Short of seeking therapy and getting help from trained and accredited professionals I’m just about out of ideas in regard to what I should do next.
Well, I need a nap and to finish doing laundry. It’s unlikely I’ll be dead sometime today so, I’ll talk to you later.
